Pampering.

Earlier this week I took a day off and got me some pampering. I had a massage, my hair cut and "did", a shellac manicure and SHOPPING!
It made me feel single again, I mean where I did what I wanted, no major obligations, chores, errands, duties, responsibilities, time restraints, etc. It was SWEET.
Here it is just 3 days later, and I already feel like I need a "hit" again of that life. Why do I get so overwhelmed so quickly? Why am I "failing" at everything? Or so it seems.
Why am I so unhappy in this life stage? I wish I could "enjoy" this stage for what it is, and SOME days I do. Not often enough. not nearly enough.